Not sure if anyone's noticed I've not been on the forum lately. My home life is in shambles and my heart is broken into a million pieces! 💔 My fiance, of 11 years, cheated and was pretty much acting mad at me over it. This is a woman who was there for me for EVERYTHING in the last 10 years. Now she will not even take my calls cuz it gives her "panic attacks" to even see me. There are kids involved and she's dealing with dome serious issues. Definitely depression l, probably bi-polar, and more. But all a sudden she wants no help from me. I've not been medicating near as much so I'm not checking the site daily... Appreciate our MM family and thought I'd give some explanation to my absence (incase anyone) noticed. Hope we work it out but it's not looking good. We were all each other had for 10 years. Got no friends, no one to talk to what so ever.... Anyway much ❤️!!!